Dilarang miskin.

I have never thought that 2012 would lead me to a different path. When I was younger, what I had in mind for my future was different. Every point of symmetry in my mind and all kinds of ethics I had ultimately matter to me as I grow up. Well I don't really want to elaborate beyond that sentence. To sum it up, I've been called a boy since forever. THIS IS MY LIFE. Hehehehehuhehuehuh.. I don't even have the energy to belittle these incests. Trust me, I'm not a lesbian. I'm convinced that I am subconsciously in love with one of my mates because I keep having dreams about being in a relationship with him.

Elsewhere in my  life, how is this not completely legit for a girl who is living in a man's world? I don't think I should go on a spiel containing at least twenty reasons why I should arrange my wardrobe. Shit is wack. I'M TRYING TO MAKE A FASHION STATEMENT HERE MOM.

I am so proud to say that my family have grown wider in the last couple of days. We've welcomed a new person into our lives. My first and oldest cousin of 14 is finally married. I cannot begin to phatom that he's attached. We basically grew up together in our earliest days, and now he is someone else's husband. He got married at quite the young age, but that's okay. It's alright because he has figured that he's doing the right thing. Me and my huge family went all the way to Alor Setar, Kedah to witness his hand in marriage. Bummed to accept the fact that some of them can't even make it, but that doesn't stand in our way. Because some of them witnessed the engagement on Skype. Pretty hardcore.